I feel like this might've been something to have started a while ago, but I didn't really think about doing it until now. The moment when I hit forty nine followers I started getting goosebumps and honestly got a little emotional. I had no expectations what so ever when I started streaming at the start of September and I honestly thought I'd stop streaming shortly after I started only cause I've never been much of a gamer. 

At one point I hated the idea of spending an extended period of time playing one game cause I felt like I was wasting time doing the same thing for a long time. Reality is I never wanted to invest in the idea that others would invest in me. I didn't want to put in the effort as I didn't think it would get me anywhere cause I knew I wasn't good at any games to really make good content. Part of the reason why I kept going with streaming was, because of the support system I have had the pleasure to form. 

Honestly, the people around me are the only reason that I've made it this far and will continue to grow. Without the people I have the privilege to call my friends I would not be as entertained or motivated to keep going as much as I do. I appreciate each and every one of them more than they know! Other then the traditional things to be thankful for around Thanksgiving time, but this year I do. I'm thankful for my friends and the fact that I'm fortunate enough to call them friends. 

I decided to branch out of my shell and let other people get to know me and that has been the best decision I could've made. I know I've put a lot of emphasis on the impact my friends has had on me, but it is impossible to put into words the impact they've had on me. I've never been good at being comfortable with other people family or non family, but I'm getting better at being comfortable. I've hated myself, loathed myself, didn't think much of myself, and in turn thought why would anyone think much of me. 

I'm being honest for the first time about how I view myself and I would be willing to tell this story in any medium that is needed to help others understand that even in darkness there is an ending. It's been a rough time and I honestly embraced the darkness at one point cause I thought it wasn't worth fighting. I thought it was destiny to always be depressed, unfulfilled, and empty inside. The main reason I'm grateful to my friends is that Twitch has given me a purpose or the feeling of being a little more fulfilled. I firmly believe I would not have the same feeling without the support system I have and friends that have let me into their circle. The time will come when I have hit affiliate and it will be as surreal as I think it is now. Reality is though it will be all thanks to you!!  

At this point I'm still trying to figure out the best way to balance streaming and finding new games to share with you on stream. I don't want to over do playing some games which has made it hard to find some games to play on certain nights. I will admit that I was leaning very heavily on console gaming and instead of finding new games to play on PC I used not being able to play console as an excuse. This is the price to pay from sharing a system with a sibling, but this is why I'm leaning toward investing in a capture card to stream other console games. 

Yesterday afternoon, I streamed Minecraft for the first time and it went shockingly well for a game that I didn't have much expectations for the game or stream. I've wanted to find an easy game to turn to when I need something to stream. In one stream it is clear I have a lot to learn about how to play Minecraft. I've been thinking about playing this game for years at this point and I'm happy that I finally gave it a chance. One game I'm not sure if I will be giving a chance to is Warframe as I don't know if it really is my type of game. On the other hand we will be joining the Call of Duty world to stream Black Ops III in the near future. I'm not sure if I will head online for COD, but I will start with a play through of the story mode. 

Last night I put together the longest stream I have ever done at 3 hours and 40 minutes the main reason that happened is the people that came into watch the stream and hang with me. I hit a record high with 10 viewers last night and I didn't even know we did until it was pointed out to me. It is amazing to me that last night went the way that it did, because I would've never expected it to happen!! 

As some of you might know Among Us has been my go to game for the channel since I started playing the game two months ago. It is not only my favorite game, but it is an easy game to run on my computer that can be hit or miss when it comes to games running smoothly. I was shocked to see though that the record high in viewers came on Among Us and not when we switched to Quiplash. After careful consideration as well I named two new mods mainly as a way to make sure that I have someone in stream to maintain chat even if it's multiple people at the same time. 

By the end of the night, I noticed that I got two new followers and now hit the nice round number of forty followers. I was dumbfounded by this, because now this means we are only ten followers from the pesky number fifty. I honestly never thought I would get half of that number let alone this close to fifty. I never had expectations when it came to streaming I was just trying something new and wasn't sure what would happen, but everything that has happened has far superseded my wildest thoughts. I will say when that day comes and we reach the destination it will be all thanks you and the support you've shown me from the start. If you put in the time and really do it for the fun of doing as oppose to hoping or expecting a lot to happen quick then the moment you want to happen will happen. I'm proof of that!! 

Two streams down and it has been an amazing day full of unexpected twists!! I ended up with five new followers and hitting a high with viewers. Seven viewers may not seem like a lot for some, but I never thought I would end up with any viewers or at least wasn't sure where the viewers would come from to build the community. This is where my friends come in and I'm extremely grateful to each of them for showing the support and helping me build a community I never thought I would have. 

I know it's hard to start and find your way on Twitch, but part of the fun is putting in the work to earn your way up the ladder. It is all thanks to praise, it is thanks to new friends, and a giving people a chance. It's not about the benefit that someone can provide you it's more about the action. You show your support asking nothing in return then when you need something back they will help you without asking, because they are your friends. It's not about asking someone big streamer for a shout-out it just makes you look desperate it's about finding those who support you and will back you up no matter what, but also want to join you on the road. 

I said this before and will over and over again I've never thought that I would get attention from Twitch or make friends on Twitch. Look at me now!! My days are more full and feel more complete when I have the chance to hang with people I talk to everyday, yes there is a line and I am aware of it. The line though is put aside for the benefit of personal growth and the benefit of truly understanding what it means to have real friends even if they are a few states or a country away, it doesn't change if they care or not!! I appreciate everyone who shows me support and anyone who is willing to join me on this road you will not be disappointed. 

I have been working on coming up with different ways to make the stream a little different! First thought that came to mind was using my connections on Twitter to form a partnership and I have set up a partnership that will benefit both myself and our new friend Be The Booker Forum. I wasn't trying to partner up with a wrestling specific site, but it worked out that way. I've been thinking about streaming a wrestling game, but am not sure what game I would stream it is likely going to be WWE 2K19. Even though TEW is an option not sure if it is worth streaming or not as it might to much of a niche to go for with a crowd. 

I'm still working out how I will be fitting in the new partnership, but I do know at least they will be getting a stream command. I will be coming up with ideas on how to work in Be the Booker other than basically advertising the website. More likely I will work on a video to promote there site and air during the stream, but we will work it out as time goes forward. If you'd like to join this forum and be apart of the fun that fantasy booking can bring you then follow the link provided!! Other then that welcome Be the Booker to the Wrestling Express family!! 

​Rebooking the Past! Changing the Present! Creating the Future! The Choice Is Yours! http://BetheBooker.net is a forum focused on wrestling fantasy booking and a place for hosting wrestling dynasties. It's open for fans of wrestling booking simulators and wrestling games like: Total Extreme Wrestling, Extreme Warfare Revenge, Promotion Wars, Journey of Wrestling, Fire Pro Wrestling, TNM7, WWE2K, The Wrestling Code, Pro Wrestling Sim etc. BetheBooker have the latest news in the world of wrestling games and wrestling booker simulators as well Download Index Lists for all the popular booking simulators, meaning the players don't have to search to find a mod, scenario, editor or utility.

I wanted to provide two new updates that will be seen in upcoming streams!! I recently bought two Jackbox Party Pack games specifically #3 and #4 to help increase the amount of games we can play on stream. I have heard a lot of good things about this game recently and hope that it is something that I can stream to allow me to mix up when I stream Among Us and to take a bit of a break from my favorite game. Plus this could allow me to stream more then once a week if I choose to as it would give another game to pick outside of Among Us. 

I have also been encouraged by various people to stream from my PS4 and I was skeptical of it, because of having to learn how to stream from a console. It seems like it could be a lot less complicated then I first assumed it would be and with that being the case I thought why not give it a try to at least see if it's something we could possibly do in the future. If I can stream from my console this would open up the opportunity to stream WWE 2K19, GTA V, Tony Hawk 1 + 2 and Fall Guys. Also known as games that I could never run on my computer. 

One last update!! With the advent of this section on the site this doesn't mean that I will be moving further away from wrestling content. If anything means that I will just be adding Twitch content into the wrestling content. I know that I've not been the best recently with posting, but we will be getting back to a more consistent schedule in the next few weeks as I start to get back on track in the wild world of pro-wrestling.